Big Brother Meet Little Brother...

I always want to keep it real when I blog. Why am I telling you this? Because I want you to know that I don't want to sugarcoat things! However, in light of the past week I'm going to tell you that I have the best two year old son a mother could ask for! He has handled the birth of his brother so beautifully it has exceeded my expectations! I just keep waiting for thier to be a glitch which I'm sure there will be one day... but for now he has embraced his big brother role and welcomed his little brother with open arms!

Eagerly awaiting to meet his little bro..


Davis immediatly started to wave at Baby Noah! A few seconds later he started to wave goodbye! We had to inform him that Noah wasn't going anywhere! Fortunatly Davis was just fine with that!

Below Davis smiles REALLY BIG while holding his "wittle brudder"!

NICU

Noah spent a total of 29 hours in the NICU due to “Transition Problems” at birth. Basically he had fluid on his lungs at birth. Apparently this is more common among c-section babies because the regular birthing process helps rid the lungs of fluid (most of the time)! With that said, I’ve been asked if I regret having a c-section and the answer is an admit “No”. In fact my doctor has stated before that I’m very fortunate to be living in the country I live in during this day in age, with great medical access- other wise I nor any of my children would likely make it through the birthing process. Talk about gratefulness!!! Thank you Lord!

Once Noah was brought back to the NICU only parents and grandparents could have access to him. I however couldn’t go back and see him immediately due to my recent surgery. Therefore, Matt and our parents kept going back and relaying updates and information about him! While I was grateful for these updates, as the hours past I became more and more eager to see him for myself and make sure he was doing ok! Throughout the day Matt & our parents had been told they couldn’t hold him or even touch him because they wanted Noah to be able to focus on breathing and not any other stimulus. This thought broke my heart! I had also been told that my kid was the giant in the NICU- never thought my kid would be considered a giant :)

The doctors finally let me go back and see my beautiful baby boy at around 11:00 PM (he had been born at 7:46 AM)! Though certainly not in any shape to do so I really think I could have run all the way to the NICU if they would have let me! I arrived and saw my baby boy for the second time (though the first time was BRIEF)! He was beautiful even with all the machines hooked up to him. He was breathing a little bit fast and had a few bubbles coming out of his mouth (the actual fluid in his lungs coming up, I was told) but he was indeed perfect! The NICU nurse even felt like he was doing so well she let me hold him!!!! It was just the right medicine needed after such a long day!

Me holding Noah for the first time

We woke up the next morning and headed to the NICU and held our sweet baby boy once again! By 1:00 that afternoon, they released him from the NICU and brought him to our room where we were reunited! The NICU nurse told us while laughing “he had come into his own and has decided he loves to be held” and honestly, after all we had been through in the last 24 hours – that sounded just perfect to me!

Matt holding Noah for the first time

Noah's Birthday Story....

Hi everyone! Most of you already know due to word of mouth or facebook but Noah Matthew entered our world this past Thursday, October 22, 2009! We were so excited to meet our newest addition! We had a planned c-section set for 7:30 in the morning- meaning we had to be at the hospital by 6:00! What an early morning for this stay at home mom! My sister, being the awesome aunt that she is, spent the night at our house the night before so she could be here with Davis and take him to his MMO program in the morning. I wavered on whether he should be at the hospital at the time of birth but we finally decided that we wanted him to be able to stick to his normal routine as much as possible. In the end- it was the right choice for our family!

So once we got to the hospital they took us back to the pre-op room where they started my IV- not one of the better experiences with that! Apparently my veins were “running” from the nurse. She kept giving me a play-by-play as she dug the needle in my arm and I kept trying to ignore her commentary. Ummm I can feel it- I don’t need to hear it as well! After the port was finally placed the antheshiologist came in to talk. I was really nervous about this (though my epidural was wonderful last time- it’s just the idea of it all that bothers me) and he set my mind at ease.. well as much as someone could right before the stick a needle in your spine! Next they wheeled me into the surgical room, administered the spinal tap and before I knew it we were getting started! I must admit I was a little bit alarmed because I could feel much more than I felt when I had Davis! This has something to do with a spinal tap verses a traditional epidural with a continuous drip (which is what I had with Davis, my emergency c-section)! I was amazed at the amount of tugging and pressure I could feel this time- though it didn’t hurt at all! But you can imagine my alarm initially!
So to the tune of some bad 80’s music (which ironically Davis was also born to 80’s music as well) and the repetition of me just repeating in my mind for God to be near to our growing family, precious Noah Matthew Gorman entered this world at 7:46 AM! Before he was out I could hear the doctor and nurses talking about his full head of dark hair and soon I could hear a small cry! ! Music to any birthing momma’s ears!

However, the cry was short lived and I never even got a glimpse of the little guy (once again, this was different than last time). They instantly took him over to an area and began his apgar test! Matt who had been by my side the whole time looked down at me, and I told him to go- I was just fine! So he went and saw Noah and was briefly informed that he was having a little bit of hard time breathing. As I lay there I could only hear ever few words the neonatal doctor was telling Matt (which was so very frustrating- darn 80’s music)! However, I could tell there wasn’t panic behind the words just some concern.
Over the next few minutes Matt would come back and check on me while they “finished up on me” and debrief me about little Noah! At one point he brought me the footprints from our little boy. Instantly, I thought, “Whoa, those look like some big feet! He must be a big boy!” And for so long, I clinged to those little footprints hoping and praying that my big boy was doing ok!
The first sight I caught of Noah was when they weighed him. Sure enough he had a broad chest, a full head of dark hair, and looked to be a big boy considering he was birthed at 38 weeks, opposed to the typical 40 weeks! He was 8 lbs, 5 oz. and was 20.5 inches of pure love!
After that they wrapped him up, brought him over to me so I could see him cheek to cheek, and took him to the NICU with Matt in tow.
Lying on that table, all alone, with all the uncertainty of what was happening was a surreal feeling. I tried to pray but was stunned- once again, I found myself saying the only words that could come to mind “Lord, be near”. They finished up with me and wheeled me into recovery where I was informed that Matt would meet me. However, when I arrived he wasn’t there and little did I know but I had a good wait ahead of me. It seemed like forever before he showed up (no fault of his own- he was exactly where I wanted him- with our little / “big” boy)!

He finally came back and we were reunited. I was amazed at how calm & collected he was. His strength quickly encouraged own. More to come in the next post…

Picassa in the Making...

We've been having A LOT of rain these days! And I mean a lot! It's hard being coped up with a 2 year old for days on end (though I'm extremely grateful for his Mother's Morning Out program he goes to twice a week)! Last week we were especially bored so I pulled out the finger paints that Davis got for his second birthday! I set up shop at our kitchen table and apparently Davis felt like it was appropriate to pray before getting started & for my sanity's sake & new house sake I thought that was a great idea! Then we got started... Davis doesn't really like to use his hands as a whole- just a finger or two on each hand will suffice!


And he likes to wipe them frequently! I was grateful for the old towel I put down beforehand!!!!

Overall it kept him occupied for only about 15 minutes! However, he created two masterpieces- one of which is now hanging in his daddy's office! The other one we may post on etsy or ebay- let the bidding begin!

School Days...

Well- it's that time of year! We got Davis' fall school pictures back last week and once again, it's provided us with a few smiles! First of all, I didn't have any notice that this particular day was picture day because Davis didn't go to school the week before due to flooding and a throat infection! Therefore we missed the flyer being sent home! Hence the reason my child is wearing a warm-up suite type of outfit on picture day! Opps! Normally I would have at least sent him in a collared shirt! Now anyone who has been following this blog for a while, or has ever seen Davis, knows that his' hair has a tendacy to stick up! However, what is that tuft on the side of his head? Even I was surprised by that! Someone please tell me they tried to fix it beforehand?! Please! Oh, well- it adds character I guess!

Overall, I'm not disappointed- I never really have high expectations for these school pictures anyway! I"m just glad to see he isn't crying like in years past! Perhaps by 5 year old kindergarten we can get one with him smiling, wearing picture appropriate clothing, and having a good hair day! Here is to hoping :)

Ode to Old Nursery- Hello New Nursery!

As previously mentioned in my last post leaving our nursery behind in our last house was one of the most difficult things for me! Especially after I found out we were having another little boy! Let's have a moment of silence for our old nursery....


Ok, Ok- time to move on! After all we gotta live in the present! But oh, what fond memories that old nursery brings back! Though Noah's nursery is quite different than Davis', most of the same elements will be used in both- with a few special things designed just for Baby Noah! We were unable to do beadboard again due to financial constraints, but I'm not sure I would do it over again even if we had the option because well... we've been there done that! So this go around we just used a classic blue color & tried to get creative in other areas!

Here is a view from the door... The baby bedding is still the same bedding we used in Davis' old room! I still really like it and haven't grown tired of it at all. It uses different shades of blue and green with some red stitching in places. I got it from pottery barn at a rock bottom price- I think I paid more for shipping than the actual bumper and spread (if not, it was really close)!

Next we have our seating area in the nursery. The shelf Matt made for our first house guest bedroom and I rediscovered it during our move and thought it might be perfect repainted for our new nursery. Also, the chair, curtains/wagons, lamp & rug were used in the last nursery as well.

We modepodged some scrapbook paper onto some 12x12 canvas and got wooden letters to hang on them for a focal point over the crib.
The dresser below was not only used in the last nursery but also in my bedroom during my teenage years. My grandfather restored it for me and it's perfect for the nursery because the top 3 drawers are just the right size for baby clothes!

We recently found this large picture frame to hang above the dresser. It seems to express my hopes for the boys- I hope in pray that they become the best of buddies and have a bond that pails in comparison to others.This was the first outfit I ever bought for Davis! It has cute wagons on it and I can't wait to see our second born in it as well! So glad it will still be the right season for little Noah to wear it!

My Aunt Lesley and cousin Morgan... also known as Princess Morgan... got us this picture frame at our shower! Each letter is a magnet so you can rearrange the name on the side or stagger it- whatever you choose! We could also add Davis' name if we wanted to but I think we will keep this especially for little Noah!My last item I will show you is my favorite elements of the room that one of my best friends, Peaches, made for us! A super-dooper, oh-so-cute, hand painted 3D canvas that features one of my favor tie chapters in the bible! Isaiah 43:1 is "Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine." The following verses go on to describe the intense confidence we can when we are walking hand & hand with our Savior during life's most challenging times. I hope and pray God's word will come alive in Noah's life at an early age and that this scripture will ring true throughout his life both in the good & trying times of life.

Warning Shameless Plug- not encouraged by anyone but myself...

As previously mentioned my best friend Peaches painted this canvas for me! She is so incredibly talented and is starting to sell custom pieces of art for those who are interested! She specializes in making the costumer happy, and creating 3-D works of art. She uses lots of scrapbooking techniques to bring dimension to the piece (in our piece both the Noah and Isaiah are wooden letters-though it's hard to see in my picture). The pieces she has created for her daughter and nieces are so adorable because with a little girl you can go all out with frill and fun! I just knew that I wanted something a little bit more boyish and simple and she nailed my request right on the head! I couldn't love it more! If you are interested in getting your own customized painting I encourage you to contact Peaches (peachzyo@hotmail.com) to discuss different options and pricing (she is very reasonable)! You will love her almost as much as I do- ok, well that might be impossible, but you will love her & her work- I promise! Can't wait to see the little boy who will fill these shoes! Only two more weeks my sweet Noah, two more weeks! Your Daddy and I can't wait to see you face-to-face!

Davis' Big Boy Vroom... I mean Room!

If there is one thing I’ve observed about little boys it is this: they love anything having to do with cars! A .99 cent matchbox car can keep Davis entertained during the most trying of times! Plus there is just something priceless about watching a little boy play with cars- it's almost Norman Rockwell like for me!

We recently decorated Davis’ Big Boy room at our new house! I loved his nursery and it was one of the hardest parts of moving for me- giving up that adorable, cute nursery. I’ve never been one for themes, or going the common route of cookie cutter ideas. I’m not sure why- it just doesn’t fit our style. With that said, I really wanted to get Davis some bedding he would enjoy- thinking it would help his transition into his big boy bed back in May. However, he was getting a full size bed and it’s hard to find bedding age appropriate in this size! Well we stumbled across some bedding at target that was the right price at the right time and we made the purchase. It’s not something I would naturally pick out, but Davis loved it from the moment he saw it and I decided I could live with it! I try to tell myself not to make him grow up too fast and to embrace boyhood because it will go by in the blink of an eye.

So we have car bedding- which I think counts as a theme! There were tons of accessories at target to go with the bedding but I decided I somehow wanted the room to still be unique- even if we were going with a car “theme”.

So here is the final product of what my mom, myself, and Matt came up with. The pictures really don’t due it justice (at least that’s what I’m telling myself)….


As you can tell the room is painted two shades of green with a road painted around the room about 3/4's of the way up the wall. The road was painted using chalkboard paint (I LOVE this stuff) and trimmed out with white trim for a crisp, finished look!

We also put up a few decal stickers around the room to add a little bit of fun- I think they are a nice touch but could be easy to overdue it with as many came in the packet! I hope we found the right balance! This is the boat Matt built from scratch for Davis' first Christmas! I think if our house was burning down and I could only grab a few things (minus people & animals) this is one of the material items I would grab! Plus Davis does love to play in it- but I'm sad to say, I think he will only be able to play in it for a little bit longer! He is a growing boy!!!! Matt is now in the blue print process of building a smiliar heirloom for little Noah! I can't wait to see what he comes up with!
Below- A car drawn with chalk on the chalkboard road- my friend Peaches drew this one! All the ones I draw look like they've been in a terrible accident (or driven by my sister for a while- Just Kidding Aunt Jennifer)!

The bookshelf my mom found at a consignment shop- good find Gigi! When we were painting the top portion of the wall Davis wanted to participate. Therefore, we let him put his little handprints in his walk-in closet! He thought that was so much fun! Now when he walks into his closet he matches up his hands to the prints! It's the little things in life! Perhaps we will do this once a year or so- and see the progression of growth!
Lastly, my favorite part of the room...

Can you blame me????????